OOHHH, I ADORE HIM SO MUCH

Bara Raoul Pattiradjawane

my first award

okay, i tell you
it's gonna be hard for me

i've got an award from mbak sari, and of course i'm very surprise and happy... big thanks to her :)
but then i confuse, to whom shall i be giving this award?

then, just try to pay it forward, like my one of my favorite movie ;)

Accepting this award, I am asked to do the following:

1. thank and link to the person who awarded me this award. 

2. share 8 things about myself.

3. pay it forward to 8 bloggers that i have recently discovered.

4. contact those blogger and tell them about their awards.

and here are 8 things about myself:

1. plan for graduation on May
2. dream and plan to do laser surgery (oh god, answer my wish, puuuhllleease)
3. love cook, crafting, and wish to be a multi talent girl but hate to be called feminine :D
4. basically i love green and pink, but i'm in love with salmon color right now, and still remember that oh-my-god-it's-so-expensive gorgeous clutchbag
5. i have 3 plastic bags full of my fabric and they wait to be transformed into pretty dress
6. i cry when i slept more than three times and i don't know why because i don't feel sad that time
7. my room is really-really-really messy
8. miss my sayang a lot :*

and i'll pay it forward to:

1. satyawitri sekar sari
2. aphrodita wibowo
3. ghaida ihram
4. tiananda widyarini
5. hijabers community
6. nur endah lestari
7. pinot and dita
8. tobucil handmade

next step, i'll contact them

okay, go to crime scene :p

pumpkin, salah-satu-kekasih-hatiku

Pumpkin

yang mau kukatakan padamu lucu sebenarnya
karna aku mau bilang
"aku kangen"

hihihi lucu kaaan???
karna kita memang belum pernah ketemu sama sekali

tapi sungguh, aku kangen

kalau bahasa romantisnya,
"aku rindu"
hehe

kira-kira kamu seperti apa ya saat kita bertemu?
apakah kamu juga romantis?
dan kira-kira bagaimana ya penampilanku saat bertemu kamu??
cantik nggak ya aku??

hmm, seperti apapun aku nanti saat kita bertemu
aku harap kamu menganggap aku cantik yaa

Pumpkin,
kira-kira pertemuan kita nanti akan merubah hidupku sebesar apa yaa??

hmm besar sekali pastinya yaa,
menurutku looh
hehehe

yap...
pasti pertemuanku denganmu akan jadi salah satu dari semiliar sejarah hidupku
cerita kita akan ditulis dengan tinta emas tentunya
akan aku pastikan itu

Pumpkin,
aku rasa mulai dari sekarang aku harus merenovasi hatiku
agar nanti saat kita bertemu,
aku punya hati yang lebih luas dari rentangan kedua tanganku untuk menerimamu
seluas langit biru kalau bisa

hmmm,,,
kalau bisa, ingin rasanya aku menggandakan hatiku
jadi aku bisa memberikan hatiku utuh padamu
dan aku masih punya simpanan hati utuh lainnya untuk lelakiku

ya... kita nggak boleh abaikan dia
bisa sedih dia nantinya kalau kita terlalu asik berdua
hihihihihi

Pumpkin,
maaf yaa
karna aku yang menunda pertemuan kita
ku tangguhkan kepentingan kita demi kepentingan lain yang harus segera diselesaikan
maafkan aku karna kujadikan kau prioritas kesekian saat ini

tapi seperti halnya daun yang punya takdirnya masing-masing untuk gugur,
maka akan tiba takdirnya kamu dan aku akan bertemu

kamu...dan aku...
disuatu kesempatan yang indah...

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i wish

i have my own catering someday

amin:)

magic works again

today is tuesday

and like usually there is PLAY YOUR MAGIC HAND class

and this is "refrigerator magnet" session

hummm you can see how fun are we this noon by this post :)

it's really fun and interesting you know?

and i planning to join next week class

C U OJANTOERS X)

Boy, you wanna know how to steal girl's heart??

get crafty :)

STEAMED EGG

today i cooked this steamed egg as my lunch

again, a very "piece of cake" recipe

steamed egg

you need :

• 2 eggs
• 90gr corned beef (or you can substitute with minced meat)
• 2 tablespoon chopped onion
• 2 tablespoon butter or margarine
• 1 tablespoon oyster sauce
• sliced chili
• pepper
• salt
• cube broth
• grate cheddar cheese 

you do :

1. saute onion in butter add sliced chili
2. add corned beef, oyster sauce, salt, pepper, and cube broth
3. egg whisk
4. mix a beaten eggs and a saute beef pour into heat resistance dish
5. boiled water in a steamed pot
6. put the dish on a steamed pot until done

STEAMED BREAD PUDDING RECIPE

together with manggo pudding i also made a STEAMED BREAD PUDDING

it's also a very easy way to make

steamed bread pudding

here the recipe:

you need :

• 10 loaf white bread (or you can use wheat bread)
• 700ml fresh milk (I use chocolate milk)
• 3 eggs, whisk it
• 2 tablespoon butter or margarine, melt it
• 150gr sugar (you can add or reduce as you like)
• 100gr raisin
• 100gr cheddar cheese grate

you do:

1. torn bread into small pieces
2. soak it with fresh milk
3. mix with egg and melted butter
4. boiled water in a steamed boat
5. put the batter into the heat resistance dish
6. then steamed it until done

MANGO PUDDING RECIPE

I loooooooveee pudding very much x)

especially when its cold, yummmm

and yesterday i decided to make a mango pudding

and here is my recipe

you need:

• 1 sachet jelly powder
• 1 manggo fruit
• 750ml boiled water
• 200gr sugar

you do: 

1. blend mango and 500ml water with juicer
2. mix mango juice, jelly powder, sugar, and 250ml water
3. boiled in small fire, keep stirring until done
4. pour into a pan, let it  cool and harden

a very "piece-of-cake" recipe, isn't it?

a magic works here

as my promise, here a post about PLAY MY MAGIC HAND

i think it isn't gonna be a long story

for a preface story, i tell you all that one of my hobby is BLOGWALKING 

And i often find an interesting sites, any kind of blog...

one of my "treasure" is a blog that brought me to FoodFezt yesterday afternoon

I came with my friend, a lil bit late, because rain.

then we grab the old T-Shirt, and i got a grey one. nice color :)

i will not give you the tutorial

you can download their digital booklet tutorial here 

and you also can download another craft tutorial. just go through their blog directly

and i decorate my bag with yo-yo puff from shredded fabrics (ooohh how i love fabrics)

go to this link to  make this yo-yo puff

here some of my yo-yo puff i've made

sorry for the lack of quality image

i'll update my T-Shirt bag soon. it's not finish yet rightnow

C U next post

WHAT A COINCIDENCE!

"everyone is at most six steps away from any other person on earth"

Six Degrees of Separation-Frigyes Karinthy

picture source

Today I am reminded to this theory. According to wikipedia Six degrees of separation (also referred to as the "Human Web") refers to the idea that everyone is on average approximately six steps away from any other person on Earth, so that a chain of, "a friend of a friend" statements can be made, on average, to connect any two people in six steps or fewer. It was originally set out by Frigyes Karinthy.

and I do believe that...

me said that situation is SMALL WORLD SYNDROME ;D

in the past, I always mock my mom, because she has a very small world when we talk about her old friends

her friend married my dad's friend who has a brother who married my mom's friend's sister

please interpret by yourself

GYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *evil laugh (i like this way of laugh by the way ;p)

confused? not me anymore

and it's not only one case but many cases related to my mom and dad (my mom and dad went to the same collage by the way, no wonder they really have a small world)

until... untill... until

i experienced it

-______-"

most very fresh incident occurred this afternoon

i joined a handcrafting class named PLAY YOUR MAGIC HAND (i'll tell you about it later)
i took the "T-Shirt Bag" class

and the tutor is Mbak Putri
she teach me and another participant to reuse old T-Shirt and with my magic hand.... *taa daaa* the tee turned into bag
(once again, i'll post it soon)

actually i already have an idea to make a T-Shirt bag since a long time ago after i find this article on go girl magz website, but i don't have time to do it

after the class was over, i went to my dorm, i re-open their blog and i found one of their post
and O LA LA
its feels like de javu
i know that T-Shirt Bag
a T-Shirt Bag that makes me want to do it more :)

and then the SMALL WORLD FATE begins

Mbak Putri is my cousins's wife's sister

confuse?

let me tell you from front

i have a cousin. he married Mbak Putri's sister

phhiiuuuhhh finnally i can make it simple :D

i am so bad in memorizing face..... :( and name ;) (pardon me people out there if someday we meet and you find out i don't remember you)

and it's also not my first case

and my only response is laugh.... surprisingly laugh =))

by the way,,, i am so much fun today and i'm planning to attend their class next week
can't wait >_<

C U next week "OJANTO-ers"

I LOVE YOU, EVERY INCH OF IT

Sungguh dinda,
aku mencintaimu...
tanpa alasan apapun

tapi jangan paksa aku mengatakannya berulang-ulang setiap hari

bagiku nilainya jadi berkurang kalau sering diucapkan

tapi dinda,

kalau kamu tetap memaksa
baiklah

aku sebutkan saja ya satu-persatu
hal yang membuatku mencintaimu

pertama, aku suka sekali saat kamu membaca buku
kamu seperti berada dalam imajinasimu sendiri
ingin sekali aku diajak masuk ke duniamu itu
ingin tau, apa yang kau bayangkan saat kamu membaca buku itu
bahkan, kita bertemu pertama kali di toko buku, bukan?
sekarang kamu tau kan, kapan tepatnya aku jatuh cinta sama kamu?

kedua, aku suka binar matamu saat membicarakan hal yang kamu sukai
bunga, matahari, drama korea, dan masih banyak yang lain
rasanya kebahagiaanmu ikut menular padaku saat kau membicarakan hal-hal tersebut
saat tiba-tiba berteriak kamu melihat taman bunga matahari dari dalam bis saat perjalanan kita ke Madiun
saat hari minggu kamu selalu mencoba resep baru dari internet
rasanya tidak selalu lezat
tapi seperti kataku tadi, sudah cukup kebahagiaanmu kamu bagi ke aku

ketiga, aku suka pandanganmu waktu kita melihat pameran lukisan di Jakarta
kamu seakan terpaku pada lukisan abstrak di sudut ruangan itu
sekali lagi, ingin rasanya kamu mengajakku masuk ke duniamu

keempat, aku suka melihat kerutan keningmu saat untuk ke sekian kalinya aku jelaskan tentang apa itu offside
untuk ke sekian kalinya pun kamu tidak pernah mengerti
"aku cuma tau kalo bola masuk gawang, itu namanya gol" begitu katamu waktu itu

kelima, aku suka kemandirianmu
kalau kamu masih bisa kamu akan mengerjakan semuanya sendiri
bahkan mungkin, kalau aku tidak larang, genteng rumah kita pun akan kamu benahi sendirian

keenam, aku suka kerucut bibirmu saat menemaniku ke bengkel
kamu tidak pernah nyaman disana
yaa, aku memang sengaja memaksamu menemaniku ke bengkel
mukamu lucu sekali kalau lagi cemberut seperti itu

ketujuh, aku suka tampang puasmu
saat kau khatam menjelajahi pasar, mall, supermarket, atau tempat perbelanjaan lainnya
seperti tidak ada beban dalam mukamu
yaa, walaupun aku harus bekerja lebih keras lagi untuk itu
aku tau kamu belanja tidak untuk dirimu sendiri

kedelapan, aku suka waktu kamu menjerit saat melihat binatang itu
bahkan namanyapun aku tak boleh sebut, kamu takut sekali dengan hewan itu
rasanya akulah satu-satunya pahlawan yang bisa melindungimu dari binatang kecil itu
gatot kaca pun lewaaatttt

ah...
dinda
terlalu banyak hal yang aku cintai dari dirimu
tak cukuplah aku tulis disini

yang penting, yang perlu kau tau
aku mencintai dirimu
dan setiap inchi dalam dirimu


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PS: I use boy  perspective when i write this line, and trying to use girl perspective but still have no clue

SNEAKPEAK

after this D-I-Y bow tutorial,,, i want to give you a sneak peak tutorial

remind me to give you all the totorial, guys

C U ;)

aaarrrrrRRRRRGGGGGGGhhhhhhhhh

insane perfectly

D-I-Y bow from shredded fabric

Now i want to give you a tutorial to make a bow from shreded fabric

you need :

shredded fabric from various pattern

(you can take it from fabric remnant, go request to a tailor ;D )

scissors, multifunction glue, ribbon

steps :

cut into a rectangular shape

(you can use 15x10 or up to you)

fold both of long side to the center

fold both of wide side

make sure one overlap the other side

turn the fabric into a good side

pinch the center side and make a wrinkle

roll the ribbon to hold the wrinkle

glue it at the back

(or you can stitch it like i do ;D)

you can make it in various size

or you can combine multiple bow and wear it as a brooch

 just add safety pin behind

or wear it as another fashion accessories

it's very simple, isn't it?

go get yours!

happy DIY-ing....

(finnally) a NEW UPDATE

aaww.....aawwww......aaawww

very very long hiatus.... it's tend to be a dead faint i think

gehehehe :D

my two preview post was posted at the same day... so actually this post should be my real BLOG POST

and from now on, i'll try to keep not only "word thing" but also with a lot of "picture" thing....

and the blog should be more cheerful, not gloomy like before.....

wait my next post soon, darlaaaaaa

coffee pudding

this is my vewy oooollllddddd old promise to upload my coffee pudding photo

you can get the recipe here

and here is the photo

the photo is too simple i think,,,

but i don't have more photo :(

i will post another recipes, soon, depend on my mood

GYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

RANDOM things i LOVE

SUNFLOWER

when i was terrified, mad, or sad, i always imagine i was in big sunflower field, its so relaxing...

SHOPPING

for me, it's one of healing method, for my insane side personality,,, hahaha

SHOES

flatshoes, highheels, sandals, it's really girls thing, and mine tings... ::shame:: but of all i love flat sooooo much


FABRICS

yap,,, i'm drooling more for fabric than clothes... =p~


PASTA

oh-i-just-can-not-resist-this-especially-the-creamy-one!! >.<

janji merajuk

kekasihku,,,
sungguh, kalau aku diperbolehkan mengikuti kehendakku sendiri
maka isinya hampir tiap hari aku merajuk

yang paling sering pasti karena kamu lama membalas sms-ku
maka aku pasti aku akan merengut

atau misalnya kamu mengirimiku e-mail yang isinya tak aku mengerti,
maka sedikit mengeras hati ini padamu
sedikiiiiiit saja
semisal tetesan air dibandingkan luasnya samudra

aaaah kekasih
sebenarnya sekarang tak perlu lah aku merajuk
tak pantas kau menerima rajukanku
tak akan ku izinkan aku merajuk padamu saat ini

nanti ya kekasih...
kalau waktunya pas
kalau pikirannmu tak lagi disesaki dengan tangung jawab yang sebanyak sekarang
aku akan merajuk padamu
dengan gaya yang akan membuatmu tambah sayang padaku tentunya

nanti kekasih
disaat kita tak lagi dipisahkan benua
disaat tak perlu lagi kutempuh hampir 13 jam untuk memelukmu
ketika persoalan kuliahku tak lagi menjadi dinding pemisah

aku janji
akan merajuk yang bisa membuatmu tambah sayang padaku...
bukan sekarang tentunyaa...=)


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cuma keajaiban dari tuhan yang bisa buat aku sayang padamu

meninjau lagi pemikiran saya terdahulu

kalo lo pernah baca salah satu notes di account facebook gw yang judulnya "kalo saya mati", yang mana akan saya copas-kan disini :

l

o mau dikenang sebagai apa?

gw mau dikenang sebagai orang baik.

karna banyak dokter yang baik, insiyur baik, presiden yang baik, tapi susah nemuin orang yang baik.

dan sebaik-baiknya orang adalah yang bisa memberikan manfaat bagi orang lain...

kira-kira gw udah bisa ngasih manfaat belum ya buat orang lain??

bagaimana dengan anda?

(inspired from 5cm by Donny Dhirgantoro)

and since my mom-in-law pass away,,, that line makes me refer back...

gw ngeliat sendiri gimana keadaan orang2 yang ditinggal, orang2 yang kehilangan...

and it makes me think sometimes, that people no need to love me too much, so if someday i leave them, they wont hurt too bad...